The list.

My checklist that inevitably keeps me single despite my unparalleled levels of amazing.

1)They have to be tall. I think just about every woman wants a man taller than themselves, except the...exception of course. I think there is a feeling about tall men that make women feel...secure in a way. Who knows. I like them tall...or well taller than me.
2)EDUCATED. INFORMED. INTELLIGENT. What woman wants an IGNORANT man? No woman. I'm not asking that you graduate from an Ivy League school, but...just know something about whats going on in the world. Think beyond and reach for far.
3)Be about something. I know some people who are about partying, drinking, sex, and the fast life. That's it. Monday through Sunday, you could guess what their week consisted of. But...doesn't that get old though? One could only imagine. Doing something day by day...week by week...would easily get old, VERY quickly. Start a business, have a goal in life. Aspire to do more in life rather than to just stay within the boundaries of the city you grew up in.
4)Fit. Body rather than no body IS ALWAYS BETTER. ALWAYS.
5)Sense of humor. They say that you extend your life by more than 64.21% everytime you laugh. I love to laugh. LOVE. to laugh. the funnier you are, you keep me around longer.
6)Just...HONEST. and REAL. No need to lie. No need to brag about something you don't have. No need to make up excuses. Believe me, you never want to be "fraud."
7)You are making your own money. We are grown. I hope you have a job.
8)Some sort of relationship with God. You may not go to church every Sunday like you originally planned, you may not pray everynight. It's okay, as long as you know him.
9)You must have a CAR. NO exceptions.
10)Good Style. Style. Style. If you can dress...you got in the bag. Ok, not really. Big big ups though for that.
11)GREAT CONVERSATION. Important. If you cannot hold a decent converstation, just go ahead and scratch your name off the list. I get bored very easily, and if I get bored talking to you...sorry buddy. Learn some efficent communication skills.
12)& they gotta be cute. what first attracts? appearances. lets be real.
13)LASTLY. SINGLE. If you got a girl...why are you talking to me? Why...why are you trying to be friends when we both know what your really up to. Let's not get CAUGHT UP NOW.

I'm not saying that every man that approaches me has to meet this requirements...but this is just simply a list of all of my wants. A list that makes up my perfect man.

good day.

"yea and he was just practice he aint in your world you can take him off ya atlas"

Verse 1

its a celebration clap clap bravo lobster and shrimp
and a glass of miskato for the girl whose a student and her friends whose a model
finished the whole bottle…and we gonna do it big like this
yea and he was just practice he aint in your world you can take him off ya atlas
girl ya on fire can i be the one you match with
i give you the credit card and baby you can max this outtt
show me where ya tax is show me where ya hands at
maybe i can grasp it they say if ya get her you can understand her better
and she known to be a cheater but thats only if you let her
yea..and i got it together so when they talk they try to turn me its like whatever
…tell em’ i appreciate the help but i just gotta know for myself

Verse 2

this lifestyle is foul this shit’ll damage her
especially when you think nobody is understanding ya
these girls groups with they overprotected managers
got paparazzi over my shoulders clickin they cam-er-a
snap snap snap until they runnin outta card space
you remind me of Tony’s sister in scarface
just take it easy on love and slow ya heart rate
girl its graces on top is such a hard place
yea..but if you never even been there
you kinda make sense why you dying of pretendin
spillin all ya drinks takin pictures of ya swimwear
head up in the clouds you survivin on the thin air
i know that shit is exhausting girl
and your mistakes are costing girl
and maybe you dont need the help but I just wanna see for myself

I like this song.

Make Her Say

She said she want whatever she like
She said she gone’ bring her friend
Now we gone’ have a hell of a night
Through the day
I made her say
Hold up, born in 88;
How old is that? Old enough
I got seniority with the sorority
So, that explain why I love college
Gettin’ brain in the library cause I love knowledge
When you use your Medulla Oblongata

the sound of throwin pennies on the ground

"Shuttin shit down in the mall, and telling every boy he's the one for me...and I ain't even planning to call. I want this shit forever man."

I am human. Therefore I think. I have my thoughts, and I'm pretty sure mind readers do not exist. One of my biggest pet peeves are when people try and tell me how I feel and what I'm thinking. Since when did I give you the wheel? Never did boo. People do a lot of assuming, and that is what gets them in trouble...because you really have no idea. Now with that song quote up there, don't over think it. It's lyrics. Not necessarily the truth. I try and shut down the mall, but I'm not rich... so therefore I cannot do that. I can wish though huh, I try. Ha. I try and be the player type cause dudes are fraud these days...but I can't. Doesn't set on my conscious right. "Don't put all of your eggs into one basket," someone once told me. "Its like a game of survivor...you're trying to see who is going to make it to the finish line." All I really ever want is music, success, friendship, and love. That's it. Set everything childish aside.

I can't wait for the day until I can live, live without all of these restrictions. Money. Age. Sex. Class. Race.

Time for good music:

Weekend Girls - The Cool Kids
Summer Vacations pretty good too.

"i roll somethin like dice 2+5s, i throw it like rice...you look weddin day nice, and i don't want you to think that i'm the wedding day type..."

Drake - Something - Drake - STUNT ON YOU

FLYERS

My babies. :) Just thought I'd show them off.

Need anything let me know! Currently working on a few back to school party flyers and a few things for AALC. I don't know why I tend to procrastinate so much on these, but i find when put under pressure...outcomes your best work.

ALSO. MY NEW SHOES! AH.

BCBG - Strappy - Giraffe - Orange
:)

LUPE FIASCO - FIRE

"Don't ever play with fire...cause your GONNA GET BURNED."

Just listen to the hook, and it speaks for itself. Great song, listen & learn. & remember, we are not losers...we're lasers.

Besos!

AMAZING.

Where to now...?
Through life, I've always had this vision of where I want to be. I want to live here, do this, make this, etc. A good, exciting life is the gist of what I want. The scary part of this journey...is the unknowing. Not knowing if the route you decide to take was the right decision. Like, dang...I should have made a right vs that left. Seems like if life had a GPS system, things would be so much easier. It'll give you every direction, every step you need to take to get you to where you want to be. It'll let you know the people you should have avoided, the people you should get to know. Should I go to school or should I just take a chance and hope for the best? So many questions, so many possibilities. The rest of your life...its a scary thought really.


KiD CuDi should be releasing the music video for "I Poke Her Face," feat. Kanye & Common sometime soon. Love the song, so I just want a good video...can it match at least? We'll see...hopefully Kanye doesn't eff this one up. (Still got love for you though Ye. lol)

Look at me
You tell me
Just what you see
Am I, someone whom, you may love, or enemy
Am I speakin' for, you and yours, or someone else
I need some answers
Yeah Yeah

Mr. Solo Dolo. CuDi really is off in his own world when he does his stuff. I guess thats why I like him. Really some...man on the moon type ish. Speaks straight off his mind and expresses what he's feeling, no filters involved...but then again that could be with the aid of his good friend, his BLUNT. hahaha Do what you do, just continue to make good music. [Tim Westwood Freestyle] - he killed it.

Why must it feel so right when I know that it,s wrong, it's wrong
When will I ever learn from the words in my songs
I'm, Mr. Solo Dolo.

Last note, saw Beyonce tonight. She is a phenomenal woman. Really. Big ol bag of inspiration. She literally is one of those women who will go down in history. Get the chance to see her if you can, at least once in your lifetime...something. You'll enjoy it.


Her concert made me realize how much I LOVE her music. She's always been great...but it seems like you just see her in a new light, after the experience. Songs always on point, when you can't get out what you want to say about a certain person or situation, there is ALWAYS a song of hers to help you express that. Me, Myself & I. That's all I've got in the end.

peace, love, n music...

"Best I Ever Had" Video Review

No Drizzy. No. Kanye, this is BORING. I don't think this video reached the full potential of the song. What is big breasted women with little to no clothes on supposed to do for this video? Make it float? I guess in that aspect it only appeals to the male fan base, but still. Kanye could have done better then this. I don't see where basketball and "best you ever had" fit well. Really. I'm lost. Aubrey, for your second music video, it's okay. I'll be expecting better from you in the future though. Don't get me wrong though, great song...but video could have been better. That's all i'm trying to get accross.

Also, I didn't feel that there would be a need for this video. Remember back in 04/05 when Lovers and Friends came out and was played so much on the radio, many people wanted a video made...but the video was never put into production? This should have been one of those cases. He should have just had the first single run on the radio, and release a music video for another one of his tracks....vs a track that is already overplayed on every national radio station. Just my two cents.

R.I.P. MICHAEL.

It just wasn't time for him to go. :(
World doesn't seem complete without him.

ciao.